After a long hiatus. I’ve finally decided to start using this journal for a more broad use then just travel. Granted, I’m currently in NYC finishing up my internship this summer which technically counts as travel. I will be using this more to express broader, and possibly more well put together entries.
*Originally posted in my LJ (Livejournal)
I’ve been in NYC for almost 8 weeks, and my internship is coming to an end. I haven’t been the best at updating my own LJ, but surprisingly enough it’s not because I never go on it. I guess you can call me a creeper because I make it a daily basis to read all of yours. I guess at times like these where I can’t physically hang out with my friends it’s always good to know what’s going on in their lives. I really enjoy reading about my friends because I always feel like I’m learning something new and it allows me to better understand them.
Just on the terms of basic updating, I’ve really enjoyed my internship and learned a lot in the field of publishing. It has definitely opened some new doors that I might have not thought of originally. Living in NYC is definitely something that grew on me, and at this point I can see myself trying to pursue something more here in my future. It just seems slightly more logical seeing the jobs that are available in my field here.
Living in NYC and London has definitely allowed me to fully realize how independent I can be, and it’s rather reassuring. Granted, I don’t know if I would be so happy without at least one familiar face in my general area. I’ve learned to really appreciate some down time though, and where I’d love to share these experiences with others it has also helped me further understand things about myself.
I’m going to be honest with you all and say I’ve always been one who likes to have a change in scenery within my grasps. To say it in some of the lamest terms, I get bored with my surroundings easily. At times I feel like I have to be stimulated with the unknown, and the ability to discover new things. I never realized that I really do love traveling and discovering new places.
I don’t have to be with people because I don’t mind doing things alone, but it is always nice to share the experience as well. I was thinking about it, and if I were to ever settle down I’d really need someone to be able to keep up with me. Not that I’m saying I am some crazy, wild person or anything, but I do feel like at times I am rather spontaneous and don’t like t be restricted with things. I like being able to explore and discover new things, and I sometimes I get really motivated or inspired to do things. I just feel like I’d need someone who can keep up with that, and not hinder the process I suppose. Sometimes it’s just not everyone’s cup of tea.
I do a lot of thinking and self reflecting, and where thinking too much can have its cons I feel like I’ve gotten to understand myself a lot more over the past years. Where I may not say it out loud to people, or express it I feel like I’m rather self aware at times. Doesn’t mean it’s always a good self-awareness because clearly no one is perfect, and I know I’m far from it at times.
I feel like being in the city has allowed me to do a lot more thinking about life, and the not so distant future. It really has grown on me, and I know I’ve always said I wanted to live in a city, and I suppose that really hasn’t changed. I’m going to miss the city though, and how expansive it is. I loved exploring random areas not knowing where I was, and the feeling of discovering and learning my surroundings in the process. There so many people piled into a small area of land it is crazy, but for some odd reason I really like that too. Not that I’ve actually made any personal connections with the millions of people who live here, but people in general are so intriguing.
I guess it might sound weird to some, but I’m definitely the type of person who likes to people watch. I don’t mean in the creepy-stalker sort of way, but I enjoy observing how people interact. The idea that everyone has a story behind them, and the way they act is something I believe in. Not there is necessarily always a reason for someone’s actions, but overall there are many influences. There is so much to wonder about a person, but you’ll never know for sure until you make that connection with them. I enjoy that about people, and how you can make connections with people in the simplest way or even in the most complex. There is always something new to learn about a person because sometimes they’re ever changing.
Sometimes I feel like I majored in the wrong thing, haha. Human nature and people’s psyche’s can be so complex or so simple. I just like learning and understanding things about people and getting to better know the reasons behind them. I guess that might explain my weird ways of people watching or my lack of posting, but consistent need to read others LJs. I hope you guys don’t think I’m sort of creeper. I just enjoy the learning experience, haha.
I feel like I’ve rambled on long enough, but it is rare that I get a strong enough feeling to really write out my thoughts. I tried to go to a coffee shop hoping the setting might motivate me more, but oddly enough it wasn’t until I got on the subway to go home that I had a sudden stream of thought. Funny enough I’m writing this on my cell phone on the subway, and I’m already home.
Sometimes you just got to go with the flow, yo.
This might be the most you get out of my for a while, haha, so respect and enjoy!